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Monday, April 6, 2009stupid times .
sometimes .. when i see you with her , leaving me all alone , i thought i might cry . it was th worst . i hated it . i even hated you . u used to be so nice to me , like sisters you know ? and u had hated HER . but why .. why th hell did u go to her ? dumping me like a piece of useless TRASH . and only picking me up when th both of you fought . yes , i was happy . and also very , very , stupid . why did i let you talk to her ? why did i let th two of you be together again ? cant she tell how i felt when i see her spend more time with HER ? i was heart-broken , i wanted to cry . you were the only true friend i've had so far . so did you think it was be easy letting you go ? have you thought about MY feelings ? no ? yes ? i couldnt tell . i cant tell this to anyone , i CANT . i wanted to , but my fingers wont move , i couldnt speak . i hated that . i hated everything . i cant take it anymore .. i wanted somebody to be by my side .. to care for me . but NO , all of them went to YOU . yeah , you're pretty . while im not . but it wasnt the looks that counted ! i hated that . stupid boys , cant they tell ? stupid stupid stupid . my life's SCREWED . i feel like dying . why am i borned into imperfections ? what's this ? i cant stand it . i've been standing tall , im at my limits . i'll collapse . stupid , why cant i let you go ? yeah sure , you're just a friend . but you helped me through tough times . you listened to my problems . now you're dumping me away like trash . sure sure .. im trash . im nobody . you're everything . why did you come into my life ? is this my fault ? of course .. everyone'll think its MY fault . stupid . im so stupid .

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